Kick Start 2012

31st December 2010 I was counting down at KLCC.
31st December 2011 I was counting down at Sungei Wang.
A year apart, but for me, things like happened just yesterday!
Memories still very fresh in my mind!
I can only say, time flies……

Reading back my post “New Year, New Resolutions” which I posted last year, it is now the time to review it and come out with new resolutions of year 2012!

In the year of 2012, I want to……

1. Spend More Time with…

Family

Friends

Loved Ones

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2. Fit in Fitness

Physical Fitness (I am going to do more exercises!)

Mental Fitness (Sleep like a baby! :-p)

Healthy Eating Plate (Eat healthy to have a healthy body)

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3. Enjoy Life More

Step out from the stressful lifestyle, stop from doing anything for a while, sometimes doing nothing is very enjoying!

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4. Save Money

For my bills, living expenses, travelling expenses, self-development learning expenses...)

I want to grow a money tree!!!!!!

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5. Learn Something New

Learn a language

Get involve in the music industry

Fly out of the country to further my study!

What about you?
What are your new year resolutions?
Hope you will have great achievements in 2012! :-)

Merry Christmas!

After leaving this blog quietly for so many months, I am back this festive season to wish you all Merry Christmas!

To make my coming back has the “wow” effect (well, at least put up some interesting elements than making the post looks wordy), I have the Rage Guy here with me to wish you Merry Christmas!

This fella is so popular until I see him almost everyday on my Facebook  news feed. Some of my friends even change their profile picture to this fella!

Let us see what have this fella done for Christmas……

Christmas Patience Rage (Did you do that this year?)

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OCD at Christmas (Kind of like me, keep checking on things, but I didn't do that this year. What about you?)

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Christmas Stocking Rage (Wishing you all have a very sexy Christmas! :-p)

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Christmas Dinner Conversations (Enjoy friends and family fellowship! :-) )

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All I Wanted for Christmas (Only Mariah Carey can do this perfectly! No Justin Bieber please.)

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During the Christmas season, may you be blessed with the spirit of the season, which is peace; the gladness of the season, which is hope; and the heart of the season, which is love. I hope all of you have a very wonderful Christmas!!!

You Say, I Say

You say, I goofed on you.
I say, I am really working on it.

You say, based on your understanding on me, if I start it, I would continue it even if I don’t like.
I say, even I have told you I am looking for another one, you still do not believe in me.

You say, although I don’t like it, I still stayed there for long.
I say, that place, I really don’t like, and yet I could stay there for long because you were there, a motivation which kept me going.

You say, you are tired of gripping on to false hope.
I say, I am sick of myself.

Perceptions, accusations, I really don’t like.
Maybe it is because I am not the expressive type of person.
Maybe it is because I didn’t work hard enough.

I will work harder, and maybe more harsh to myself.
Until everything is fine, everyone is fine.
Peace.

Fighting Hard

People may wonder why I left a company with thousands of employees and go to work in an organization which the number of employees can be counted using only 10 fingers.
Big organization, good pay, better future… That is what most people would say.
I don’t deny that but what important to me is personal growth. I work for passion more than for money.
I always want to be a Clinical Psychologist. In order to achieve that, I have to make changes in my life.
I enjoyed doing my previous job but that couldn’t make me a Clinical Psychologist.

“What would you miss the most?”
That was the question asked by someone when I left the big organization. The most interesting question.
My answer was, the students.
I enjoyed working and mingle around with the students.
Whenever they have problems, I like to solve the problems together with them.
I want to do more for the students. But with my position, I have been tied up with restrictions. I felt sad when I couldn’t do much for them.
Some people said I have been doing too much. How much is too much? I said I didn’t do enough.

Some people said I am so bold to quit a job without another job in hand.
It is not easy to make changes in life especially when a person is getting used of something.
My previous job, I have been working for it for more than a year. Everything is stable.
Am I going to continue the job and forget about what I want to achieve in life?
If I make a change now, everything might become unstable and I might be starting everything at zero again.
Is it worth?

Courage is needed to take a step forward, to make changes in life.
I must have the courage to take a step forward or else I would be standing at the same spot.
I took a huge step, to push myself hard enough to move forward.
I am lacking behind and I have to chase back the time which I have missed.
I am starting all over again, from here.